Sleeping inside my mason jar...

Every night I lay in bed for a long time...

Probably 3 to 4 hours laying awake thinking about everything I mean everything.

I listen to the air turn on..
The wind outside my window.
My husband snoring, because he has a cold..
My child drinking her bottle.
The air that flows threw my house.

I honestly probably think to much.

... but while I lay here I think " wow I am so blessed" yes I know what your think why would you be blessed,  I lay in bed for up to 4 hours wide awake.

I'm so blessed for all the things I have been handed!

I get to capture the moments in my life.
I have the most sportive husband on the planet!
I have a healthy daughter!

He has handed me everything I have ever wanted.

See great in your life.
Be thankful for what you have not what you don't have.
Recognize it.
Life is a blessing each and every day.

Sleeping by your side

I use to love being alone, yes I know kinda weird. I love the quiet sound in the house. I love to see the sunshine in the windows or listen to the rain hitting the ground. I love to paint and capture ever moment with my lens! After I got married I loved being alone, but I loved so much more being with Derrick! I loved his company. His happiness he brings into my life. I love that we can joke and play like we are 5 again. Once I had Scarlett I haven't been alone since. I'm kinda probably more attached to her then she is to me! I love when she sleeps in the same room as me. I actually get better sleep. No she doesn't sleep in are bed. I hear about all these mom's that can't wait for their little ones to move to their room! I have a soft heart. I just want to start crying. I love each and every stage as long as I can. I trying capturing every moment of it! Why would anyone mom want to rush their child growing up? Yes I might be a helicopter mom. But I'm the fun kind. She will get dirty and have fun! she is a child. I love my child and I'm only doing the best I can!

24/7 with her

I love my baby with all my heart! I love spending every waking moment with her by my side! There is nothing more special then getting to watch your child grow!

 Some of are daily things we do!

- 9am Take a bath
right after go potty

-Eat breakfast

-Potty

-read a book do flash cards

-Potty

-watch a movie play or take pictures

-potty

-Eat lunch take a small bath

-potty

-nap time

-potty

-Play

-potty

-take another nap

-potty

-play

-potty

-eat dinner

-potty

-go to gym

-potty

-take bath

-potty

-bottle

-potty

-10 pm bed time

5 Months old!

Christmas eve

Christmas eve we headed for the ice! oh was it so cold out side but we loved it! we even dragged my brother and his girlfriend with us!!

along with us!

sitting on the potty

I know I'm crazy, but that's okay because most humans are crazy just in their different ways. They call perfect or not so perfect. Lately I have been taking Scarlett to the potty yes yes I know---- you cant potty train a 4 month old, wait or can you? I have been reading so much on this subject and so many people come to me " how do you do it?" like I said before I'm not perfect, I also have very little time to sit with my child on the toilet.
So first this is the HOW
-First off she makes noise when she needs to go the so called number 2 aka poop.
-Second I timed her peeing. yet again i got the blank look of HOW
I took her diaper off and laid her on a towel and sat by her watching a movie i feed her, played with her.. yes she was naked. every time she peed i would write it down on a paper.

SO it look like this
When Scar goes pee

Time
After /before feeding

I would write down everything. yes the first few days you have to learn your child sad I know.

People have told me that my child is training me. Makes me laugh, because guess what buddy your buying diapers I'm not. I don't like my child smelling like pee, not that your child is going to smell like pee, but do they have you trained on when they need to be feed or when ..... you change their diaper. Wait did I just say that yes.. why is it so hard to take your child to the bath room when you change their diaper. but wait what about when your in public. Don't you most the time take them to the bath room to be changed? I my self  have a potty in my car in the back and I put her on the potty.

Yes there are going to accents whoops it happens
but this is what i want to do. do i care what you think honestly no not really.

4 months

Here is her 4 month

photo shoot!

3 months

I know I'm bad at the posting thing! I promise to post more! lets start when Scar turned 3 months i know so long ago! (tear)