Sleeping by your side

I use to love being alone, yes I know kinda weird. I love the quiet sound in the house. I love to see the sunshine in the windows or listen to the rain hitting the ground. I love to paint and capture ever moment with my lens! After I got married I loved being alone, but I loved so much more being with Derrick! I loved his company. His happiness he brings into my life. I love that we can joke and play like we are 5 again. Once I had Scarlett I haven't been alone since. I'm kinda probably more attached to her then she is to me! I love when she sleeps in the same room as me. I actually get better sleep. No she doesn't sleep in are bed. I hear about all these mom's that can't wait for their little ones to move to their room! I have a soft heart. I just want to start crying. I love each and every stage as long as I can. I trying capturing every moment of it! Why would anyone mom want to rush their child growing up? Yes I might be a helicopter mom. But I'm the fun kind. She will get dirty and have fun! she is a child. I love my child and I'm only doing the best I can!